Reblog if you could use a fuck buddy right now.
the common courtacy in this common life is lower than the dirt. ill wipe my tears and hide it til later im the best at being hurt.
i can see the filling me inside my soul. and its hard to climb outta this rut when i the one who dug the hole. i love you i loved you and i will continue loving you still. in hope that one day u feel the same i praying the day that u will. its a crazy life. a crazy notion something i didnt even plan. but i let it out and now u know but i feel like more of a man. i miss u dearly, the cute things wed do we were perfect i can say. but as everything does it got fucked up and our love faded away. but i hid mine. i coated it i make it seem like there is nothing wrong. the letters you wrote me, and the person i speak to are different a completely different mind. im trying to get back in your life. im too in love to be left behind. you loved me. at one point we needed eachother and the promises that we made. im just sorry they went away im sorry they had to fade. i cant let you go its not in my nature i want to make you smile. so come one kitten dont be so stubborn just give me a chance and i promise ill stay for a while. though i cant make that promise bcuz i never want to leave i want to give u what want and need. so we can be so much in love that we float through life aimlessly with a blind mouse in the lead. i will always love you kitten, your word if im right they are written on paper with pen, so let me wipe your tears sweety. and your happiness and heart i will mend.














